QuoteS of Lunar Legends Tsukihime

Its simply the story of a vampire and a boy. What so not simple is that the boy can see the ‘lines and dots’ that if traced will kill the thing, and apparently he cant remember 10 years of his life. The vampire, a girl, and is the ‘original’ vampire or a ‘true ancestor’ of vampires and is actually afraid to drink blood. Simply put, the boy kills the vampire for no reason and the resurrected vampire starts to love him (or does she?). Anyway, there are three perspectives of life here, a normal boy, an immortal vampire, and a ‘Claire Bennett’ exorcist.

On with the quotes

Vampire: What do you learn here Shiki?

Boy: We study history, remember arithmetic formulas and elements of the period table, and we learn languages of this country and other languages. So a lot of stuff

Vampire: What for? Is all this useful?

Boy: Well, I don’t know…

Vampire: Your time is rather limited so you shouldn’t waste it like that. I don’t understand why you waste your time with this superfluous stuff.

(WHY STUDY WHEN YOU CAN FILL YOUR LIFE WITH BETTER THINGS TO DO? WHO KNOWS IF YOU CAN EVEN LIVE TO 18)

Now about food!!

Vampire: I don’t drink human blood

Boy: Why?

Vampire: If fish and birds have the same intelligence level as you, would you still eat it? Would you still eat it as a meal without feeling regret?(WOULD YOU!!!)

Well it may not sound funny in real words, but if you summarize them

You should’nt study hard in school cuz you have a short life. Just live a youthful school live. You wont use what you learn anyway!

or

I don’t drink blood cuz humans are smart like me…I think. I eat burgers cuz minced chicken meat obviously don’t have feelings.

If what I’m ranting is not funny to you, its just cuz your giggly glands not workin or you just too normal to get it. Me not normal. Me weird. Me like me!

Weekly Random Ranting

It’s midsemester examination week. It’s pretty annoying to know that anything official you do here will affect your final grade in the whole foundation course. Anyhow, old habits come to bite. Last minute studies and over relaxed behavior (which eventually turns to panic) and dumbass lazy to do any exercise. What am I gonna do with myself…

Yesterday, for the first time, all my family members came to visit me, even if they don’t come at the same time. Turns out my brother is going to do his internship at Inteam Records in KL. We met after a long time. Brother talk. He advised me about my studies. I wanted to go to India, but most of my family (now all of them) wants me to go to Poland or Chez Republic. I cant think of anything reasonable enough to backup my decision. Thinking as noble as possible, India is the best choice. But thinking life-wise, I’m not supposed to live 5 years in a country which prides itself of high death rates and poverty. It even has the same relatively boring weather as any part of Malaysia, and even hotter (yay?). I would really like some advise if anyone actually reads this post/blog….

Back to unseriousness, last time I took a bus back after an exam, I decided to wave at any pedestrian who were looking at the bus (when its moving). Its kinda fun when they make such amusing faces. Its even better when their the cute ones (hehe). Last time I did crazy bus stuff, it was sticking my palms at the window and glare inside cars during a traffic jam. Some of the children wave at me. Most of them tried as hard as they can to control ‘macho’. Its fun to play with people you don’t know (not dirtily speaking)……

Its been a nice life so far. I hope someone wishes for my health besides my family (they raise me. Of course they do). Its nice to know you have someone who cares (not ur family). My health did not deteriorate in the past few weeks. They usually do. That means I’m starting to live healthy enough. But I still have the daily-more-than-4-times-in-a-row sneeze. I like to think its because of resdung (still cant find English for it). Still, it’s the only thing about my health that’s getting worst.

Enough ranting, here’s a pic. It says “HOHOHOHO” in an anime arrogant woman tone :)

Of mammals and fears[my fears]

Its small, its furry, its cute..

But in the next 120 minutes, its road kill.

We had a lab session for anatomy where we were going to ‘cut open’ a mouse for us to ‘learn the body systems’. Well, there certainly was learning, all of it was about the cutting. At first we were very careful not to spill any blood as not to give the alive-yet-unconscious mice a hemorrhage. But then I think we burst ‘his’ subclavian vein or sumtin, and all hell broke loose. It was cut, it was torn, it was mutilated, it was separated from organ to organ, and above all, it was GROSS yet somehow enjoyable [at least for us]

I was supposed to be unable to take a life. Technically I didn’t. I think the mice died of trauma. It woke in the middle of the ‘surgery’ and scared himself to death looking at his genitals being pulled and removed. By the time half his skin was of, I was not afraid. Although it still sent me screaming when they tried to cut its pencil-thick tail. Well, who wouldn’t?

There is a bunch of the mice’s pic on facebook. It’s a memoir of those that served for the future of the country…

Futsal

Pade suatu hari, saye pergi mentoring aktiviti lambat sket[dlm 30 minit tu xde la lambat sngt]. Bkn sbb ape, fotostat nota anatomi, x ckp duit, kuar kan kuit, bayar fotostat, tgk abg yg kt kedai 2 tersnyum sesorng, bru pgi... Sampai je, tetibe sume org da ade pangkat[yeay?!], and aku diberitahu kene byr RM3[eventually naek 5]. Utk ape? FUTSAL!!!

Jujur setulus hatinyer xnak maen..tapi org laen macam je nak. So baek trime jela.. Pttnyer minggu strusnyer sabtu[15 nov], then tuka slase[17 nov], then finally slase laen[24 nov]. Ingtkan maen just 4 fun wif da guys...I was right and wrong[left!!!]

Mmng wif da guys, tpi ngan like, dino size[=santa size sumenyer], n sume bkn my guys[mara]. Detik2 penyesalan dalam hidupku. First match bkn group kitorng maen,but still mara lwn private[kot]. Mereke amat hebat skali, private[kot!!!!] i mean..

Aku just dok tepi tlg pgg handset, lighter, rokok[nyeri gamba die], ngan spek. Penonton setia. Siap kene langgar dri dlm tah camne tah sampai spek tercabut. Sebaek fidot sempat elak[booo!!] n refleks x pijak[yeay fidot]. Kisah x berkaitan, tpi ni blog aku, skati la!

Last2, tah camne aku hanye memegang brg pemain tanpe bermaen. Xtrsangke strategi 2 menjadi. 1 azab hidup berjaye dielak. Pas2 nak balek, menyempit2 dlm bas. Bau mcm sume org maen[padahal <10 je maen per...satu bas].

Sampai mais rse x puati lak dah tuka baju pnt2 tpi x brsukan pon. Memule ajak jeff jogging. Die nak. Lepas 5 minit.
amin:"kau dah baring ni msti da xnak pegi kan?"
jeff:"pgi mane? Oh...a'a"
So aku ikut la bebudak ni maen badminton instead.

Best maen. Team ngan safwan. Safwan maen menakutkan, tpi 2 yg hebat 2. Tpi ttp x mng. Sbb sronok sngt kot. Siap kalah 4 in-5-minute-intervel-row lak tu. But puas la maen. Thx Safwan.

Esk ade kuiz fizik, tpi tgh bwat koku. Study pagi esk lah...klas pon kul 11[kot?]
Luse ade kuiz chem, tpi stat klas kul 8 pgi[math]. Mls tol nk bgn awal[luse]

lame tol x tulis blog ni. Apela f(x) blog klau x diupdate,
tpi ape gunenyer internet kalau x=baek-bwat-keje time.
still...
quote: "saye ade penyakit hyper-malas-sia"
huhuhahahihilululala \(>0<)/

Taegukgi - The Brotherhod of War

BEST WAR MOVIE I EVER WATCHED SO FAR

although all war movies are very typical(lebeh kurang)
this movie is more about family than war

its about the war between north and south korea
about 2 brothers
and there bond(as the title stated)

SEYES BEST
i cried twice dammit!

if anyone want the movie i can give..
i downloaded by torrent,
but if anyone near me i can put it in a cd

what found in SDAR

tdi pgi sdar sbb shabon da balek[cuti sem]. Memule takut nk jmpe org[segan gile!!!]. Last2 jmpe gak....
Kitorng jmpe geng blakang dewan
diorng ni 'special sket'
diorng mmng da wujud, cume aku bru prasan
sjak aku kuar SDAr, diorng da 'evolve'
mcm satu family..
bkn
mcm stu organisasi
ade sumpah rahsie la
ade anouncement la
ade group members la
ade ketue
waaaa...

Quote:"humans evolve faster when they are desperate"

anyway
aku x dpt jmpe org2 yg aku nk jmpe
tpi sblm balek jmpe la sorg mase nk pegi kamar jed blanje org..
i hope lgi 2 minggu cuti ni bleh slalu dtg jmpe diorng....

Quotes

i find these significant in my life for now...

"it is as near to you as your life, but you can never wholly know it"

"there is eternal sunshine even in a spotless mind"

"hope is a prayer in your heart"

"any wish will come true if you wish hard enough"

"impossible is nothing"

"a one sided love, is still love, and it shall bring happiness"

i am soooo missing someone right now

My little problem with my little feelings..

i dont socialize much in sekolah rendah
fun and play
ignore the insignificant people around

but then i entered an all boys school
they say
when humans are in a tight spot,
they evolve

i evolved into someone who hit puberty in a boys school
even fully hostelled

i mean
you cant actually fall in love or anytin
so eventually
i got this amazing ability to love
but my love is unlimited
literally

i fell in love too many times to count
that i dont even know if its really love or not
sad, really

i fall for the nicest things
even falling for people who fall for me
but then again,
i dont show it,
so theres nothin to see

still,
it eventually became a necessity for me
whenever i go somewhere,
i wont go if there is no pottential
for me to meat someone i can 'love'
i'll call it 'like'

even if i'm forced to go
i'll choose myself someone i could 'like'
and hipnotize myself until its true

really....
desperate humans are amazing(weird is what you people call it)

still,
like in MSU rite now
due to this,
i am currently loving someone soo much
that he's tired from running so much in my mind

huuuu..h
this blog is where i write my hopes and dillemas
i 'hope' this one wont cause another 'dilema'

8 Foods That Fight Fat

Want to lose weight as you chow down? Your wish is granted! (I promise, this is no fairy tale.) Your supermarket is filled with foods that studies show have lipid-melting powers to help melt fat and keep you slim. Stock up on these fat-fighting super bites, and you'll be trimmer even as you indulge. Read on to discover the eight foods that deserve a permanent spot in your fridge—and in your diet!

Almonds These yummy nuts are high in alpha-linolenic acid, which can accelerate your metabolism of fats. In fact, dieters who ate 3 ounces of almonds daily slashed their weight and body-mass index by 18 percent, while those who skipped the nuts reduced both numbers less— just 11 percent—a study in the International Journal of Obesity revealed. Chomp almonds à la carte (limit yourself to 12 per serving to keep calories in check). I get a pack at Starbucks and nibble throughout my day. Or sprinkle them into a recipe such as Black Bean–Almond Pesto Chicken. Go nuts!

Berries I tell my daughter, "These are nature's candy!" Turns out they're also your body's best friends. Strawberries, raspberries and other vitamin C–spiked fruit can supercharge your workout, helping you burn up to 30 percent more fat, research from Arizona State University at Mesa has found. If they're not in season, buy the little gems frozen in a bulk-sized bag so you'll always have them on hand to whip up a Berry Bliss Smoothie or Strawberry-Sunflower Pops, regardless of whether berries are in season.

Cinnamon Adding 1/4 teaspoon to your plate may prevent an insulin spike—an uptick that tells your body to store fat. Sprinkle it on your morning cereal or coffee or on your yogurt in the A.M., or savor it in Apple-Cinnamon-Raisin Oatmeal.

Mustard It's heaven on a soft pretzel, but mustard may also be a weight loss wonder. Turmeric, the spice that gives mustard its color, may slow the growth of fat tissues, a study in the journal Endocrinology finds. Use it on sandwiches instead of mayo, or sprinkle turmeric on cauliflower pre-roasting to give it a kick. Try it on tuna salad—I promise it adds zest.

Oranges This citrus fruit, which contains fat-blasting compounds known as flavones, deserves to be your main squeeze. Women who ate the most flavones had a much lower increase in body fat over a 14-year period, a study in The American Journal of Clinical Nutrition notes. Eat oranges sliced or swig fresh OJ (including pulp!) to get the best benefit from the fruit.

Soybeans Reason to toss a half cup on your salad? Soybeans are rich in choline, a compound that blocks the absorption of fat and breaks down fatty deposits. Oh, and they're addictively delish! But if breast cancer runs in your family, experts suggest you should talk to your doc before adding soy to your diet.

Sweet potatoes The colorful spuds' high-fiber content means they keep your insulin steadier than their white sisters, which means less fat packed on your hips, research finds. Top a small baked tater with lowfat cottage cheese for a tempting side dish, or whip up Miso Soup With Sweet Potato Dumplings.

Swiss cheese Calcium-rich foods reduce fat-producing enzymes and increase fat breakdown, and Swiss has more calcium than many of its cheesy peers. Choose the reduced-fat variety, such as Sargento. Slip it into your sandwich, put it on top of high-fiber crackers or use it for a healthier grilled cheese. Yum!

For other tricks to eating your way to your healthy, happy weight, load up on these 20 slimming superfoods at Self.com.

knowing and letting it be

to know what is wrong with yourself
but to intentionally let it reside
for it keeps you thingking
ow wrongs and rights
of desires and importance
for that is what you intended
or is it not

already knowing who you are
yet you doubt it
so that there is no end to discovery
even if there is nothing more to find
for what you already know
is the truth of yourself

if you already know yourself
and you know your wrongs
then why is there still doubt
why do you still think
of what is already clear
taking action that is not of yourself
nor is it right
just to entertain yourself
knowing that you are not that simple
to know who you are
to know your wrongs

7 great sins

these are in order of what i have(or did)

Lust
a sexual desire

Sloth
simply put
universal laziness

Envy
jealous of what other people have
but you dont

Greed
simply put
universal materialism
with a pinch of desire to own
clearly not including Lust & Gluttony

Gluttony
a branch of greed actually
but specifies on eating

Pride
how to say...
like the feeping of superiority
or at least what you hold as
a face
maruah or dignity

Wrath
extream anger
nothing less

a very exellent manga once quoted
"they are humans great sins, but having them is what makes us humans"

side note
i can t seem to control one of them recently
hope i dont go crazy in holding it back

Ranting

for i will not forsaken my happiness
till it is secure

i shall not forget my wrongs
for it is my forever pain

i shall regret what i have missed
for it shall never return

i shall decide what is right to be done
by looking in my past
and my desire

i will always like some things i may regret
for it is my only happiness
even if its obviously an illusion

i will always see hope in action
as its the only vision of what i cant have

Hayate no Gotoku(the song is da same as da anime)

Our future we placed in the Earth's hand
moves on like a gust of wind

It's boring to sulk away
losing to your destiny
It's so lame!

A truth that started with a lie
Regret is what you deserve for what you've done
If you try, anything can be done

A great ripple is riding over me
let the wave take you away

Misinterpreted dreams
Hopes that miss the mark
Wish for them strongly, and one day,
they'll come true

Lets run and kick up dirt
Like the whimsical wind

mcm koleksi pepatah n kate2 hikmah

Ways Sugar Can Ruin Your Health (but i stll like it)

Contributed by Nancy Appleton, Ph.D

In addition to throwing off the body's homeostasis, excess sugar may result in a number of other significant consequences. The following is a listing of some of sugar's metabolic consequences from a variety of medical journals and other scientific publications.

1. Sugar can suppress your immune system and impair your defenses against infectious disease.^1,2

2. Sugar upsets the mineral relationships in your body: causes chromium and copper deficiencies and interferes with absorption of calcium and magnesium. ^3,4,5,6

3. Sugar can cause can cause a rapid rise of adrenaline, hyperactivity, anxiety, difficulty concentrating, and crankiness in children.^7,8

4. Sugar can produce a significant rise in total cholesterol, triglycerides and bad cholesterol and a decrease in good cholesterol.^9,10,11,12

5. Sugar causes a loss of tissue elasticity and function.¹³

6. Sugar feeds cancer cells and has been connected with the development of cancer of the breast, ovaries, prostate, rectum, pancreas, biliary tract, lung, gallbladder and stomach.^{14,15,16,17,18,19,20}

7. Sugar can increase fasting levels of glucose and can cause reactive hypoglycemia.^21,22

8. Sugar can weaken eyesight.²³

9. Sugar can cause many problems with the gastrointestinal tract including: an acidic digestive tract, indigestion, malabsorption in patients with functional bowel disease, increased risk of Crohn's disease, and ulcerative colitis.^{24,25,26,27,28}

10. Sugar can cause premature aging.²⁹

11. Sugar can lead to alcoholism.³⁰

12. Sugar can cause your saliva to become acidic, tooth decay, and periodontal disease.^31,32,33

13. Sugar contributes to obesity.³⁴

14. Sugar can cause autoimmune diseases such as: arthritis, asthma, multiple sclerosis.^35,36,37

15. Sugar greatly assists the uncontrolled growth of Candida Albicans (yeast infections)³⁸

16. Sugar can cause gallstones.³⁹

17. Sugar can cause appendicitis.⁴⁰

18. Sugar can cause hemorrhoids.⁴¹

19. Sugar can cause varicose veins.⁴²

20. Sugar can elevate glucose and insulin responses in oral contraceptive users.⁴³

21. Sugar can contribute to osteoporosis.⁴⁴

22. Sugar can cause a decrease in your insulin sensitivity thereby causing an abnormally high insulin levels and eventually diabetes.^45,46,47

23. Sugar can lower your Vitamin E levels.⁴⁸

24. Sugar can increase your systolic blood pressure.⁴⁹

25. Sugar can cause drowsiness and decreased activity in children.⁵⁰

26. High sugar intake increases advanced glycation end products (AGEs)(Sugar molecules attaching to and thereby damaging proteins in the body).⁵¹

27. Sugar can interfere with your absorption of protein.⁵²

28. Sugar causes food allergies.⁵³

29. Sugar can cause toxemia during pregnancy.⁵⁴

30. Sugar can contribute to eczema in children.⁵⁵

31. Sugar can cause atherosclerosis and cardiovascular disease.^56,57

32. Sugar can impair the structure of your DNA.⁵⁸

33. Sugar can change the structure of protein and cause a permanent alteration of the way the proteins act in your body.^59,60

34. Sugar can make your skin age by changing the structure of collagen.⁶¹

35. Sugar can cause cataracts and nearsightedness.^62,63

36. Sugar can cause emphysema.⁶⁴

37. High sugar intake can impair the physiological homeostasis of many systems in your body.⁶⁵

38. Sugar lowers the ability of enzymes to function.⁶⁶

39. Sugar intake is higher in people with Parkinson's disease.⁶⁷

40. Sugar can increase the size of your liver by making your liver cells divide and it can increase the amount of liver fat.^68,69

41. Sugar can increase kidney size and produce pathological changes in the kidney such as the formation of kidney stones.^70,71

42. Sugar can damage your pancreas.⁷²

43. Sugar can increase your body's fluid retention.⁷³

44. Sugar is enemy #1 of your bowel movement.⁷⁴

45. Sugar can compromise the lining of your capillaries.⁷⁵

46. Sugar can make your tendons more brittle.⁷⁶

47. Sugar can cause headaches, including migraines.⁷⁷

48. Sugar can reduce the learning capacity, adversely affect school children's grades and cause learning disorders.^78,79

49. Sugar can cause an increase in delta, alpha, and theta brain waves which can alter your mind's ability to think clearly.⁸⁰

50. Sugar can cause depression.⁸¹

51. Sugar can increase your risk of gout.⁸²

52. Sugar can increase your risk of Alzheimer's disease.⁸³

53. Sugar can cause hormonal imbalances such as: increasing estrogen in men, exacerbating PMS, and decreasing growth hormone.^84,85,86,87

54. Sugar can lead to dizziness.⁸⁸

55. Diets high in sugar will increase free radicals and oxidative stress.⁸⁹

56. High sucrose diets of subjects with peripheral vascular disease significantly increases platelet adhesion.⁹⁰

57. High sugar consumption of pregnant adolescents can lead to substantial decrease in gestation duration and is associated with a twofold increased risk for delivering a small-for-gestational-age (SGA) infant.^91,92

58. Sugar is an addictive substance.⁹³

59. Sugar can be intoxicating, similar to alcohol.⁹⁴

60. Sugar given to premature babies can affect the amount of carbon dioxide they produce.⁹⁵

61. Decrease in sugar intake can increase emotional stability.⁹⁶

62. Your body changes sugar into 2 to 5 times more fat in the bloodstream than it does starch.⁹⁷

63. The rapid absorption of sugar promotes excessive food intake in obese subjects.⁹⁸

64. Sugar can worsen the symptoms of children with attention deficit hyperactivity disorder (ADHD).⁹⁹

65. Sugar adversely affects urinary electrolyte composition.¹⁰⁰

66. Sugar can slow down the ability of your adrenal glands to function.¹⁰¹

67. Sugar has the potential of inducing abnormal metabolic processes in a normal healthy individual and to promote chronic degenerative diseases.¹⁰²

68. I.V.s (intravenous feedings) of sugar water can cut off oxygen to your brain.¹⁰³

69. Sugar increases your risk of polio.¹⁰⁴

70. High sugar intake can cause epileptic seizures.¹⁰⁵

71. Sugar causes high blood pressure in obese people.¹⁰⁶

72. In intensive care units: Limiting sugar saves lives.¹⁰⁷

73. Sugar may induce cell death.¹⁰⁸

74. In juvenile rehabilitation camps, when children were put on a low sugar diet, there was a 44 percent drop in antisocial behavior.¹⁰⁹

75. Sugar dehydrates newborns.¹¹⁰

76. Sugar can cause gum disease.¹¹¹

Ai Shiteru

ntah la cmne nk ckp
asyik simpan je
geram tol
tpi klau x
nnti sndiri nyer hidup akn hancur
sakitnyer prasaan
cinta yg xkn dpt diberi mahupun diterima

no matter the denial or ignorance or the fact that i cant tell
i still love you...

Everyone has it

Wanting what someone else has
Wanting attention
Wanting something you already have
Wanting more

Hating what you have
Hating attention
Hating what others have

That you are better then them

That they are less than you

That the world cant be fair

That all is wrong

That time can be turned

Its all about wanting what you don't have
or what you thought you had

whether you can or not

Inversing songs

TAYLOR SWIFT:TEARDROPS ON MY GUITAR

She looks at me
I fake a smile so she won't see
What I want and I need
And everything that we should be

I'll bet he's plentyful
That guy he talks about
And he's got everything
That I have to live without

She talks to me
I laugh 'cause it's just so funny
I can't even see
Anyone when she's with me

She says she's so in love
She's finally got it right
I wonder if she knows
She's all I think about at night

She's the reason for the breakage of my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
She's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

She walks by me
Can she tell that I can't breathe?
And there she goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be

He better hold her tight
Give her all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know he's lucky 'cause

She's the reason for the breakage of my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
She's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

So I drive home alone
As I turn out the light
I'll put her picture down
And maybe get some sleep tonight

'Cuz she's the reason for the breakage of my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
She's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

She's the time taken up but there's never enough
And she's all that I need to fall into
She looks at me
I fake a smile so she won't see

this song is so universal!!!

tido lmbt...

kt sini klau nk wat homework je msti last minute
asyik tido lmbt jek bwat asignment
ade kekadang tido lmbt sbb bce komik smpai pagi
ade just surfing internet
dah ade w1max ni rase rugi lak x gune 24 jam
huhu

ni klau baring 5 saat atas katil trus lelap
ntah la bgn kul brape....

Asignment....

fiuh...
malas la nk tulis psl arini

sinopsisnyer
pttnyer ade klas mats
tpi xde
pttnyer ade kuiz health science
tpi xde
pttnyer ade klas bio
tpi xde

ohye
arini saye puase
xsahur pon
lame top x puase
dahla ptg 2 trbwk2 nafsu maen badminton
berpinar2 otak
pening+pusing+badminton=punington
mase buke mkn nasik ngan ayam jek...
n ABC sebijik
senak kot perut

balek 2 bwat la asignment mats[bru tau kene anta esk!!!]
adegakla bbrape soalan yg konfiusing
pas2 si fidot lak jdi mahaguru
sume tnyer die
yg tnye 2 pde mase yg same lak
siap ym zack nk tnyer fidot
ciannyer fidot
tyme 2 bru die nk wat soalan 2
lame gakla
smpt la aku siap sume soalan laen
then bile die dah konfem dpt je
sudah terlambat....[SORI BERIBU2 SORI]

aku plak krtas utk may[kot] ilang
kene la bwat balek
dkt kul 3.45 gak bru siap
ps2 disbbkn aku menumpng mkn magi kt umah org
n byk pinjm brg org[thx jeff,zack,fidot,dino]
aku basuh la bnde2 kt singki 2
bru naek ats
tulis la blog ni
lps 2 brgntung la
plan nk tulis jap HS
tgk la dulu cmne...

saye rase letih gk puase
ABC 2 mnx bemanis2nyer
harini blaja ckp indon

A good song

a good song is a song

which is related to the listener
has meaningful words
has thoughtful ideas

and has a pasionate singer
who sings emotions into the song

good songs are ones that
tells you that you are not the only one
that there are more worst than you

and
an even better song
is one that can
make your heart feels what it feels

i always hope the best for you
being tied to the past means that your mind cant go forward
but regretting the past means that you are slowly moving forward
i may not know about love
but i know what it feels to lose
and regret
and never had another chance

Harini Hari Rabu[yeke?]

arini klas kul 2
diesbbkn smlm tido kul 4++
arini bgn kul 11[huhu]
bwat bio sket
then rush2 turon sbb mndi trlame

disbbkn kekeliruan yg timbul
aku usehe tgk sbyk mungkin asignment yg dah siap
gratitude to:sabrina, iman, dhila, zahirah
akhirnyer mase balek 2 dptla bwat dgn pantasnyer[1jm30mnt dah siap!]

harini juge dpt ckgu english bru
nmpak mude je
n soft spoken
ade gak rupe mcm adek mis maya
ok la die ajar
si Ahmad sengal x bwk pape[selai krts je]
kantoi mase die minx notes lame
sengal
ps2 die ajar la memacam
then mase balek
bebudk pompuan brjln la dgn die[girlfriends!!]

aku brjaye siapkn type bio around kul 7
then rupenyer ahmad dah siap photostat buku bio Alya izati
aku nk gak
so aku pnjm buku amad
naek atas
ingt nk print bio skali
rupenyer
pintu bilik mus dah kunci
kunci, hanset sume dlm 2
trbatal niat
fidot ajk gi surau
saye menurut je
balek bilik
tag photos
ps2 turon nk mkn
tgk diorg dah pegi dahpon
mase jmpe diorg
diorg bru abes makan[zack bru suap sudu trakhir]
aku pon orderla bungkus
mkn kt umah sambil tgk FRIENDS[my fav show]
ps2 lukis bio
determine punyer lukis
mus study dpn aku
so 'while sinking drink water'[kot?]
make lengkaplah krje bio jam 11.30 malam
tulis blog jap
ps2 nk tido
AWAL TAU NI!!!

cuace harini hujan pagi 2[my fav whether]
hari yg agk productive
esk ade klas mat ganti
n kuiz health science
GAMBATE!!

Asking

i do not ask for you to forget
i do not ask for you to be over it
i do not ask for you to forgive

but i wish you did
but asking you so
will only push you further into the darkness

i may be the cause
i may have let you felt your first pain
i may have pushed you down a cliff of a curse

what you are now is everyone's regret
what they say is all their wish
for that is for the regret to vanish

they do not demand for forgiveness
they do not demand you forget

but
with all their hearts[and mine]
they will always
demands that you are alright

always be well
never hate people
only hate what they do

Selamat Malam!!![pagi]

huahahah
plan nk wat keje smpai subuh
dah bwat smpai kul 4[byk leke ni]
bru prasan xde krtas a4 nk lukis
trbatallah niatku
nntilah bwat

siang tadi klas health science stat lmbt
smentare 2 aku tido je
wak2 ckgu ajr
1st time aku trtido mase HS[sori miss azwa]
ntah nape ngantuk sngt
lepas abes klas tido dpn annex 20
rse lapar,
gi beli 2 kek kt 7E
makan 1
1 lgi xlrt nk abeskn

mase malaysian studies
kuiz xde
lege ade gak
kecewe ade gak
mase malaysian studies x tido[x brani]
lgipon sir ali ajar benda menarik[mcm buku cerite
tpi mcm dah nk abes klas
dah x bes
sbb die dah mule bce sebijik cm buku teks
tyme ni aku salin2 supaye x ngantok

lps MS gi mkn
kek lgi satu 2 bgi kt Syark
bebudak pompuan laen kecoh tol
lantaklah
niat ikhlas
makan ngan fidot
dah abes mkn
zack ngan jeff dtg mkn
tpi aku ngan fidot trpkse gerak dulu utk klas bio

mase klas bio
dahla kelas panas semacam
ngantok tol lak 2
kalini msk chapter baru
mase outline bab je
sume org dah tnye mcm2
tyme ni la yg aku paling ngantok ni
trlentok2 aku kt dpn
sbaek angle aku sir x prasan sngt
ps2 bile dah msk glycolysis
bru trbuke luas mate aku
complex gk la
ngan tulisan sir yg x phm nyer
ngan soalan di bebudak yg lebih mngelirukan lgi situasi
sbaek aku phm[sbb dah salin]
blaja cmnila sronok
memahami, bukan menghafal[bgi aku la sronok]

mlm 2 mkn sblm mgrig
ps2 aku tmn fidot ngan azam jmpe ammar kt mesyuarat
skali
aku trjoin scare sukerele dlm mesyuarat 2
rase brsalah lak
dahla xde kaitan
tetibe capub
huhu
so aku brusehe la memfaedahkn diri
contribute idea sket
gelak sket
mmbodohkn dri byk
huhu
anyway
balek bilik
trus stat wat keje[thx iman]
tpi byk sngt leke
lame gak kot aku leke[prasn2 dah kul 3]
then bru wat totol
n sblm tido smpai tgh pagi
trase nk tulis blog
huhu
SLAMAT MALAM SUME

Happy Hours at MSU Laboratory

today ade klas bio kt lab
after 4 weeks,
i decided that it was my fav period
after an hour in class today
i began to doubt

cikgu ckp
x phm
tgk je org laen bwat
nk tolong
tpi mcm pertolongan x diperlukan
huhu
rase trsisih lak
dahla buku manual x bwk
ps2 bahan ssh nk dpt
huuuuh

but then
lepas 1 jm 15 minit tnpe tugas[menggile diri]
dpt jgk tugas
tuang sulfurik acid dlm testube
kene accurate

sblm 2 safwan yg tuang
ps2 acid 2 trkene tgn die
ps2 kitorg pon cuak gak r
die basuh cpt2
then minx glove getah kt assistant lab
sejak 2,
sume org fobia acid trsebut

back 2 me..
nk tuang 2
sbb 2la tugas pertame aku
aku bwat delicate gile[tpi tgn menggeletar abis]
gune natang dropper 2
dah cm test tube ke 4 2
dah ade nitis sket acid 2
tpi sbb nk cpt siap[wanna show my worth]
truskn je[possibilyty of losing my skin aside!]
gambatte

ps2 bile dah siap
ckp la kt safwan ade nitis sket kt ats meje
ps2 die prasan ade kene kt labcoat
dah lutsinar dah labcoat aku
cpt2 bsuh
sebaek due titis je
make berlubang 2 lah labcoat aku
kesan die mcm plastik merekah
huhu
rse sronok overwhelm risau aku
ps2 dgn glagat Dhila lgi
haha
mmnglah

hands down
Lab period is my favourite class in MSU

cuace cerah[agak panas]
dtg msu kul 1.15++
balek trus anta dobi
skip mkn lepas magrib sbb 'plan' nk stady

Happy Monday!!!!

a weekned has passed
weekend itself means the essense of laziness and relaxation
but then again
lps maen badminton mlm sb2[fidod mng 2 kali]
letih gile
tngn pon sakit[masih mengeletar]
mlm 2 tido awl

hari ahad bgn maen game jap
ps2 wat report bio
mlm 2 kul 10.30 bru siap[nafsu malas kuat]
ps2 trus maen game psp[monster hunter unite]
sampai kul 3 pagi kt umah bwh[maaf byk2 kpd Zack]
ps2 naek ats
bce komik smpai kul 4
bru tido

harini bgn kul 9
qadaq
ps2 trus ade kesedaran nk wat asignment[avian influenza]
dah 29 point dah dpt[pttnyer 20 je]
ni bru tulis conteng
nak susun lgi...
why do i complex my work...

anyway sejam lgi gi msu[bas kul 1.15]
walaupun klas kul 4
smntare 2 ade prbincngn psl projek theater MS[aku make-up!!!!]
balek nnti kene stady MS[esk ade kuiz]
tpi nk wat bio nyer asignment....
again, why do i complicate my work?.....

well...
harap2 smpt
midsem pon dah dkt
sparuh dah confiden
sparuh lgi je

anyway
let us cellebrate the day of Starting and Formallity[for me]

HAPPY MONDAY!!!

-cuace harini baek dan agak berangin
-tgn maseh menggeletar
-smlm kene buli ngan mus[suruh sapu n buang smph]
-baju blom anta dobi

Happy Saturday!!!

pade suatu hari sab2
saye ade klas tmbahan
kelas prtame ade kuiz
ngantok sngt
kelas kedue ade gosip
pon ngantuk sngt

ni la jdik klau tidur lmbt brturut2
dah jmpe game bru[luna online]
dah adicted dah
stady pon tah hape tah
sebaek byk gak bleh jwb tdi

ps2 gi shoping kt giant[ngan fidot,safwan,neo]
shaun nk beli almari
make die belilah almari
amin nk beli makan
maka die belilah makan
fidot nk TENGOK bje
make kami setiap org BELI bju
sebaek lawa...

stakat ptg ni
mcm nk maen bdminton[xhebat pon]
or maen game je[huahaha]
or qadak tido[sleep gooooood]
of study/homework[.......last choice?]
what da heck
just take a mind lottery
haha[dont even make sense]

today is sunny all morning with a few clouds
money still stable
mood still stable
mcm nk seleseme balek
HAPPY SATURDAY!

Forward

i want to go forward
but i dont know why

i know i want to stay
because of love and regret
but the ones i should love, i dont
and the ones that shouldnt, i did

why do i even want to go forward
for who?
for what?
for me?
what did i want to achive?

what i say is what i should say
whats not said is what i want

i know i cant stop
but i cant find a reason to rush
if i go slow i will fall
then what?


damn rambling again
dont mind this post
its what happens when i wake up and take a long bath

today was cloudy with a slight rain
got 8/10 for math quiz
buzy, but it feels just right...

Thought

i should be sleeping
dis is wat happens when u have acces to unlimited intrnt

esk nk gi wat akaun cimb
hrp2 cek dah dpt
ckup la nyusahkn parents beli laptop bru

am i a gud friend
even i know that im not
i hurt people dat would never hurt me
i am more hypocrite than malaysian politicians
i even do thing never to be forgiven for

but when you reach a certain level of hypocracy
add a little lonelyness
a pinch of carefree
and a spoonful of kindness in the heart
and you get
a lier who lies to himself so that everyone else feels good

the plus; people like you, many friends,etc
the minus; you dont like yourself, you wont even know who you are, etc
but above all,
ur happy
in a wierd way

a friend of mine is suffering deeply in his heart
nothing that i do will affect him(my fault)
what others help him(if they did) also gave no effect
some others(most of them) caused his condition

if this keeps up
i may not clear my biggest thorn-in-the-heart
for he may be lost
and with that i will be extremely sad
it means nothing to him what i say
but it is my only way-to write

if you know this blog exist
if you still recognize me
please
live

if you lost something dear to you
it means
you will recieve something better

MSU dihatiku

finally jmpe internet
dah 2 minggu dah kt msu.
arini first time blaja
sronok gak...

hidup msu:
asrama di okla
beberape belas km dri msu 2 sndiri(2 jam jln kaki, dah try...)
sblh 2 ade McD
die mcm dok apartmen la...ade 3 bilk..
aku nyer umah ade 2 org je[pttnyer 8] n slebihnyer msuk arini[bdk jpa]
heharapla diorang bebaek..

ckp psl baek...
sume bdk batch aku ebaek..
Skim Plajae Cemerlang kan..
yg paling otai pon lah yang paling baek..
yg paling nerd pon[aku la] yg bersocial dgn bbdk otai[seemingly]
bdk ponpuan pon sng ckp ngan aku..
orientasi abg2 2 sume bebaek[interesting]
Kumpulan orientasi aku "Felis Domestica"
happening gile group 2
jmpe ex zul lak dlm kmpuln 2...
n ketue group aku la yg mng anugerah plg trlibt[aku x contribute pon]

kt umah slalu aku try lepak dgn umah bebudk yg "otai" ni
diorng social gile
jurang sosial xde pon
yg klik pon mcm 'open klik'[sesape bleh join]
slalu aku lepak si2
n aku slalu blaja soft skil dgn diorng[ini ditekankan olh pres MSU]
aku blaja rubix cube[dah 3 kali siap]
aku blaja jugling[x maju2 pratice 24 jam]
aku blaja maen snuker[kene puji 'ade akat']
dan selebihyer

tpi sini kene byk gak blanje..
kos hidup di shah alam scare statistiknyer tinggi
makan sehari rm10[kalau mkn 2 kali je]
duit biasiswa pon blom msk
dah 120 dah aku abeskn
huhu
quote;"I will survive"
i hope...

anyway
intrnet is a hard find
ade kat library..
tpi blom dpt kad id lgi
so xleh gi lelame[aku je yg ckp cmni]
n sume org ade laptop
xde pon wireless kt asrama 2[wisma Majlis Agame Islam Slangor]
tpi kt McD ade[byr rm5 utk password]
pc kt library die block facebook, myspace, friendstr.....etc
biala
nnti dah jmpe CC btol nnri aku update...

most of my friends dah msk u dah
minggu lps santa n manjong msk
Gudluck you'alls
blaja leklok ye...

dahla 2
nk bwat nota previous klas
smoge kite jmpe lgi dgn teknologi internet
Gambate n Happy Wednesday!

"sume org 'genius', cume 'genius dlm ape?"
quoted by Amin at sdar...huahahaha

It pains me

i went to picc for the wind orkestra final...
i saw many people..
thou i am happy to see them...
by the end of the day, it didnt feel good

people who avoid you...
people who like you but you dont...
people who wants you but u didnt give...
people who's sad but u cant do anyting 2 help...
and the pain of regretting the chances you had...

"say 'yes' when you want it deep inside"(Yes Man 2009)
or regret it forever

I just learned a new prase

i was watching FRIENDS...
n Rachel Said it...

"erotically charged"
which is college term for "horny"
hahaha

anyway,
I'm trying to finish watching all 10 season of FRIENDS..
hope I can make it before 23rd
currently in season 8...

Shopping in Jusco

Niat nk beli kasut sukan..
alang alang nk beli kasut jalan
slame ni aku x brsukan pon,
n nk gi jalan aku pakai kasut abg aku yg lawa tpi ketat n selepas 3 jam aku pakai msti rse sakit...

tnye la santa mane nk beli kasut..die kate kt al-ikhsan..or area jusco...
mase smpai jsco tgk la kedai al-ikhsan 2...yg belah ke jsco ttp, so pgi la yg oppesite die...mase nk lalu 2 kene lalu kt satu alley ni...lalu restoran mamak kt alley 2...tgk ade 3 org jaga jusco...diorng stare je aku...xtaula aku trlebeh pakai mekap ke, baju seksi ke, zip x ttp ke, tpi diorng stare aku la...agaknyer sume polis or jaga mase kem telah dibedah dan dipasang mate elektronik buatan yg bleh x-ray n analisis jenayah org pndang cm2 je...tpi aku dah ddk 5 thn kt skolah yg penuh dgn 'radioaktif' pelbagai jenis, so agaknyer badan aku ade gangguan x-ray die...diorng stare sbb x dpt analisis bdk ni yg muke pnuh mekap, baju seksi, n x ttp zip ni...akhirnyer dilepaskn je sbb dah asume bdk 2 nk pegi or balek dri date dgn balak die, n diorng x nk pk lebeh lgi sbb xnk hilang selere makan...

mase masuk jusco tros pgi kedai bata sbb x puas tgk kt al-ikhsan...kt bata aku tgk2 la kasut kt si2, berusehe cari yg murah...nmpk la kasut yg berkenan, try la pakai...x muat..minx akak 2 amik saiz laen...pakai yg 2, pas2 testingla...aku lompat la, tendang la, shuffle la...ade bdk sblah 2 dgn mak die tgk aku ps2 pstikn die 1 meter jauh dri aku mase jalan...mak die lak tgk aku, trsenyum..kalau bkn sbb kitorang dalam kedai, sure aku dah dapat rm1 sbgai derme...las2 aku beli 2 kasut, satu utk sukan, satu utk berjalan2 bersame society yg unik di seluruh dunie dan habitatnyer adalah di kawasan dgn high concentration or kedai, species yg gravity memberi efek berlebihan kepade mate diorg dan diorng terpakse pandang dan nilai kaki org mase shoping.....

sblm 2 beli tuale...sesape bdk batch yg searas dgn aku tau bahawe aku punye tuale adelah besar(mcm kaen pelikat tebal)...so aku xnk la bwk bnde 2 ke MSU...bayangkan kalau aku bwk...
lepas sume org dah brsiap kemas n pegi orientasi, sume org sidai tuale kt ampaian...mase balek orientasi, tgk ade bebudak kecoh, siap ade pnsharah, jaga, ustat pon ade...rupenyer ade budak pompuan kt hostel laki...ps2 mase bdk balek riadah, lalu ampaian, trus cpt2 gi bilik mandi sbb nk tgk pompuan trbogel dlm toilet laki sbb diorng dah amik towel die mase die mandi...xtau la penah ade kes pompuan dlm asrama laki... or kes seorang pompuan yg disebabkan barah payu dare, mate die jadi sngt rabun, kedue2 bebannye telah di'surgically removed',dan dalam mase 0.5 saat berjaye memandulkan berpuluh2 bdk lelaki lepas keluar bilik mandi mandi....
anyway aku beli tuale 30x60(x bsr) kaler peach, bkn sbb aku suke kale 2(kot) tpi sbb 2 je tuale yg ok saiz dan kain die kt si2(dan juge sbb ade promo,9.90 je!)...

pas2 aku gi nk beli boxer...sblm 2 aku tgk la arcade yg ade kt dlm jusco 2(yg sblh section baju2) ...nmpk la ade sorang laki ni maen game yg shoot basketball cpt2 2...aku tgk hebat gile die...ape yg menariknye, setiap kali die baling ade 95% chance bola die masuk, mcm hoop 2 ade magnet n bola 2 besi...hebat...dlm satu game die dpt 388 markh...tinggi gile kot....bile die nk bla, aku tgk die pakai baju kemeje ofis, siap ade suitcase lgi....bayangkan sbnrnyer sume org ade bakat tersmbunyi yg brlawann dengan profesyen or minat mereke....org ofis boleh shoot basketball 100% msk... seorang programer gemok nerd sbnrnyer seorang polis yg keje mcm cite Die Hard... seorang pekerje dining sbnrnye dulu bioweapon kerajaan malaysia yg boleh membunuh org dgn renungannyer dan kemudian menjadi inspirasi kpd cite x-men... seorang cikgu yg sbnrnyer seorang penyanyi terkenal yg sgt merdu suarenyer hingge bercakap sje boleh mnyebbkn org tidur... huuu...that would be fun...
anyway i bought 4 boxers(promo,2pc pack)...

ps2 jmpe yusuf jadid n rakan2nyer yg aku same ade x knal, or aku x nmpk, or diorang telah bwat pmbedahan plastik demi aku x knal diorang....

ps2 aku makan pizzahut sesorang n balek umah...

nice day...
saw many 'interesting' people...
bought stuff without using my money(da best part)...
n i am still alive to write about it...
HAPPY WEDNESDAY!!!

I have a problem

I am supposed to wat medical checkup for nk msk MSU...
Then jiran aku pulak kate alang2 aku nk pegi, bwk la ank die skali...

Anak die ni pompuan...
Bkn nk kate die hodoh ke, die lawa(i think so)
Cume, disebabkan seluruh puberty aku dihabiskan di sekolah laki,
dan kali prtame aku jmpe pompuan sejak puberty is in form4
itupon utk kem...
So i have dis huge shyness with girls...
I think that everytime girls se a guy near them, they will think:
"ape jeling2?!", or
"hot nyer aku...",or
"laki ni nak ngorat aku ke x?!"
Its like every men must act 'balak'ish with every women...

Even worst, medical checkup 2 dah la kene tnggu pnjang...
Orang biase akn rase untung gile...
Leh dok dgn pompuan lawa, anak jiran, stil single, n kenalan kekecik...
But i dont...
Aku xnak.....
Xkn nk ckp kt die aku xnk gi ngan die sbb sgan kot?
Nnti die pk aku ni ske die or someting,
n parents die pk betape cilakak nyer anak misri 2....

*i hate things that is pushed on to me..
**but i like things that is offered(hav choice to accept or reject)

Race-sissy-tea

i went to da pasar malam dis evening...met 2 people i know(greetings 2 my favourite teacher naguib)...but not da point...

as i arived, i say 2 people getting into a fight...in between the was a woman...this would seem normal if the woman is not 3 times their age and their both not holding vegetables like gernades...one of da guy was indian(asumed)...

there they were, trying to pick a fight wif one another, dgn 'wanita' 2 sbgai front row spectator...mcm gadoh psl spot gerai...aku tgk, kalaula bkn sbb sorg laki 2 kulitnyer polaroid, mcm diorng under satu cwangan 'nenek n sons'...mase diorng tngkr2 2, aku xtau la nenek 2 bekas hakim ke, or princes diana yg sbnrnyer maseh hidup dan telah menyorok kt malaysia...die sokong yg india 2...mungkin sbb diskriminasi dri kanankiri spot 2 gerai org mlayu n org laen dah jadik penonton setia program anak wayang tersebut, or sbb tindakan mereka telah melanggar undang2 dibwh seksyen ***, akta 19**, dibwh kanun kehidupan pasar malam; first come first serve......bile aku pusing balek, tgk, india 2 dah xde n laki n nenek die jual la kt kedai sayur 'nenek n not-indian-son'...so when perlembagaan kate ketuann org melayu, they mean real business...

mase on da way balek ke umah dri kl ari2, subjek psl ckgu cine timbul...my mom, seorng ckgu, give her say...die kate kt skolah die ade due ckgu cine...sorang sngat soft spoken, tpi juge sngt rajin(xtau nape, aku bygkn sekor beruang panda yg dah kene cukur bulunyer, pakai kemeje n angkt buku yg dibuat dri buluh).....lgi sorang sorang yg 'x gune'...serius mak aku ckp 'x'gune'...setiap ayat die tntang cikgu 2 msti ade frasa 2 atleast once....aku bygkn sorang uncle tauke kedai asam, duduk menyandar kt krusi malas, mate nyer dot je sbb asyik stare jarum saat dri pkul 7pagi smpai pkul 5ptg...40 orang plajar tenung je die , bkn utk memanti ilmu2nyer, bkn sbb die pakai singlet je, tpi sbb nk pastikan yg cikgu diorang masih hidup....

then my mother continue about the indian teacher...there was one teacher who everyone hates, even the pekebun...kan kite tgk anime or manga, kekadang ade watak yg mcm ade prkataan yg digunekn dlm setiap ayat...sume cite 2 di ilhamkn dri ckgu ni...
"A very gud morning i bid 2 you stupid boy"
"Turn to page 23 stupid"
"May I have a stupid fried rice...stupid"
"I think u look very great...but stupid"
"What is the stupid meaning of the stupid letter stupid in your stupid dictionaries...stupid"
I would imagine that one day she realized she was rude n stopped, only to explode into a million pieces because of her body's reaction to lack of stupidity...
After a few stupid long years in smk snawang, this indian teacher was transferd to a chinese school...strangely, everyone thinks dat kalau skolah cine, plajarnye suke sume cikgu...so sume org terkejut bile sume student skul 2 x ske die...

i dont see why diorng pelik n trkejut...i mean, kalau bagi org klantan gegule, mesti die suke..or org asia x ske caviar(telur salmon), tpi org western suke...lnsung xde kaitan, tpi ilmu.....kalau org melayu x suke org mencarut, adekah bermaksud orang india or chine suke? Nmpk sngt racist nye....

anyway....
moral of da story;
kalau nk berniage pasar malam kene dtg awal2...
princess diana mungkin ade kt malaysia...
kalau ade ckgu yg x brgerak dri pagi sampai ptg, jgn risau, die maseh hidup...
n
race-sissy-tea
sesame race we shouldnt be a sissy n instead drink some tea sbb teh sedap

Things that I bought at klcc

These are the stuf that i bought

the 2 sedaris books cost me 70++...it IS a rare book to find... so its worth it...

the doll is just too cute...i bought it from a shop named ROOM...shes 1 of 9 of MOMJI doll, which apparently each represent another aspect...mine represent luck...each nof the doll has a piece of paper in it which u write to whom you want to give, say 'luck', to...
other MOMJI dolls include 'best friend', 'love', 'happy', and 5 more....
cost me 35+...but il like it, so it doesnt matter...

*moral: when going shopping, buy things that you really like...
quality is better than quantity...

Hoping

Have you ever hoped for something to happen.
You hope so hard, that its the only thing that fills your mind...
But then you realize that it was a false hope..
It was just something that cant happen...

But then,
After some time,
you caught a glimpse of that hope again,
and you begged for it to be true,
but this one also crushes you...

But in your heart,
hope will never disappear,
as long as you are alive,
you will MAKE that hope true,
with whatever the cost...

*this is a rant

Supposedly first post

Dis is supposed to be da first post
I cant believe I actually made myself a blog.
Where I'm going, i dont even know if I can access the internet...

Well...
what's done is done..
lets just wish for the best, shall we...
Gambate me!

Journey to da center of KL

It starts when mara forgot to give me my med checkup form
My mom decided dat we should just go get it from mara since it havent arive 3 days after they say thier sending pos laju. Alang2, leh anta surat trime skali...
Aku pk alang2 dtg kl, pegi la lawat klcc 2. Bpk aku nk pgi batu caves nk bli buku kt si2. So i sugest la nk gi sesorang.

Cuak gile kot, tpi bwat bran la(kang x kasi lak). Bpk aku orait membiarkn anaknyer yg 6 bln x kuar umah, pegi ke bandar kl yg berhutan kongkrit dan bersarang gejale2 sensual itu sesorang je. So jalan la aku ke tah mane tah...sebaek nmpk monorail. Smpai kt monorail aku brharap pade santa yg mcm resurected kl boy utk bantu aku gi klcc...

Kuar stesen monorail...tgk mcm x femiliar je... Koridor yg pttnyer tros gi kl central 2 tetibe jdi construction site. Aku tergagam sebentar tanpe tau nk watpe... Then nmpk la ade skumpulan budak yg prangai x brtamadun ikut laluan laen. Nmpk gaye cm fly skul nk jln2, so aku ikut la diorng. Dah nmpk kl central bru lege. Tpi aku mseh ikt bebudk 2...bkn sbb ade yg menarik, tpi aku rase mcm prwatakn diorng mcm ade bdk skola yg aku kenal... n da fact yg diorng jalan melintang laluan 2...Sebaek ade pakcik 2 mcm dkt2 blakang diorng... Agaknyer trase trancam ngan pakcik 2, diorg pon jln la leklok...

Sampai kt kl central, aku carila signbord ke LRT. Agak aku dah wat 4x400 kt kl cental 2 pon aku msih x jmpe... kalaula kt sdar nk cri klas/lab cmni, dah lame dah aku menang mrentas dese... Sampai satu point, aku ikut jela sesape yg mcm bz2 nk gi shopping... ade brader ni aku ikut smpai aku kluar blk ke tmpt bas... ade akak ni aku ikut die tgk sinetron kt tv free yg bajet brkualiti kt si2... ade uncle ni plak aku ikut smpai jmpe sekelompok org yg mcm tunggu flight nk gi haji... last2, lepas dah puas tgk awek(dan balaknyer) dlm sinetron 2 bru la aku jmpe LRT nyer stesyen...

mase kt klcc, aku mule la bwat tawaf 1 bangunn 2... pandang kanan kiri mcm org sakit tengkok loggar sngt... aku xtau pon nk beli ape, so aku wat la mcm tourist bru smpai malaysia... tgk sume kedai kt si2, sebut name setiap kedai mcm sume 2 dlm bahase zaman mesopotamia yg bunyi mcm baby bru brckp...pandang sane, uuuu... pandang sane, aaaa... org sblh jln lelaju, tkt kene pnyakit yg xde ubatnyer. Kekadang aku brenti kt dpn kedai yg nmpk eksotik brlebihan.. pnjage kedai stare je aku, brharap aku jdi customer pertame dlm bbrape jam mnunggu...tpi aku bla cm2 je menigglkn mereke hampe...kekadang aku sje je tgk2 belek2 barang cm nk beli, ps2 trus kluar cm2 je...huhuhu...nilah kerje org yg pgi shopping kt klcc tnpe duet shopping.

Ade satu kedai ni menarik gile... aku x bce name die sbb aku cume nmpk ade brang dlm 2 yg trang2 dgn liplap nyer tuli 'room', tpi itu item je, bkn name... Kedai 2 jual bnde2 yg korang hanye nmpk dlm movie... jam transparen yg nmpk segale gear melambk dlmnyer, kad poker pelbagai saiz, telefon mcm dlm cite sherlock holmes, mug yg nmpk cm ade air/ais, mug beer yg ade loceng(?), pnumbuk di hujung kayu, chess kace(x-men), mesin shuffle kad, jam yg nombor die flip2....memacam lah.. aku tgk je dah stengah jm...aku tkt kalau aku kluar nnti kedai 2 akn hilang utk pulang smule ke planggn2 sbnrnyer di tahun 70-an...

smentare nk tnggu magrib, aku jln2 ikt course jogging die... ps2 ntah knape boxer aku rse mcm trketat...aku cpt2 nk cari toilet nk btolkn...jln pon tah btol ke x..org yg jogging aku prasan tgk je aku, mcm tgh bygkn same ade aku ni ptt dikasihan sbb jln pelik, or dikeji sbb telah di ****...

then aku nmpk la kl convention centr... tpi cm laen entrance die...ramai org yg nmpk mcm tgh rombongan skolah budak darjah 18(form 12)...ps2 adela sorng cameramen utk rombongan 2..tpi asyik tngkp gmba org yg same, sorng bdk pompuan yg nmpk cm peserta miss malaysia yg sesat jalan, ps2 beriaksi spontan bile nmpk kemera(glamor la katekn)...ahli2 rombongan laen dok pnggil kamereman 2; bang..abang...abaanng. Bile diulang2 aku mcm dgr ade prkataan trselit; abg..bang***...

Melepasi bdk rombongan 2... lgi 1 bnde aneh...ade bbrape org laki yg ade earfon kt tling, nmpk cm 'secret service' kt US...kt pin2 lak, ade bbrape org polis,suroh aku lalu metal detector n xray beg plastik aku...aku dah cuak dah...1 sbb rase mcm aku ni terorist, 1 lgi sbb aku tkt polis 2 nmpk doll pompuan yg aku blibile aku dah lepasi check 2, polis 2 mcm trsengeh2 tgk aku... aku cpt2 pegi toilet, btolkn boxer aku, n kluar ikt exit yg 300 meter dri polis2 tdi...

atas nasiht santa, aku balek lps magrib...bli rootbeer jap, ps2 jln gi LRT...beli tiket gune mesin yg lnsung x mengerti maksud mudah...mase nk dtg aku mskkn rm5 utk tiket 1.60, die bgi baki sume syiling..ok lgi...mase nk balek ni aku bgi la rm2, baki die kasi sume 10sen...siot nyer mesin...sebaek aku dah kuar sdar,,klau x aku dok je si2 brjm2 mskkn sume duit rm5 keats utk dptkn syiling2 50sen yg menntukn takdir bajuku...

slepas 1 hari yg mmntkn, naek LRT, then naek KTM, dan bwat mcm glamor miss malysia sesat tdi sbb rse mcm sume org pndang...bile dah ddk n org kurang bru la bleh buang posing n bce buku smbil dgr lagu n minum rootbeer....kul 10++ bru smpai srmbn...parents amek...n mule bwang mase tulis blog ni...

syok gak jln2 kl...bndar 2 sibuk, tpi klau tgk totol, indah gak... byk bnde yg menarik; bangunn, kedai, barang2, org2 kiut....
maka byklah pengalaman yg sye timbe hari ni...
hopefully next time ade org sudi tmn ek...