Ai Shiteru

ntah la cmne nk ckp
asyik simpan je
geram tol
tpi klau x
nnti sndiri nyer hidup akn hancur
sakitnyer prasaan
cinta yg xkn dpt diberi mahupun diterima

no matter the denial or ignorance or the fact that i cant tell
i still love you...

Everyone has it

Wanting what someone else has
Wanting attention
Wanting something you already have
Wanting more

Hating what you have
Hating attention
Hating what others have

That you are better then them

That they are less than you

That the world cant be fair

That all is wrong

That time can be turned

Its all about wanting what you don't have
or what you thought you had

whether you can or not

Inversing songs

TAYLOR SWIFT:TEARDROPS ON MY GUITAR

She looks at me
I fake a smile so she won't see
What I want and I need
And everything that we should be

I'll bet he's plentyful
That guy he talks about
And he's got everything
That I have to live without

She talks to me
I laugh 'cause it's just so funny
I can't even see
Anyone when she's with me

She says she's so in love
She's finally got it right
I wonder if she knows
She's all I think about at night

She's the reason for the breakage of my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
She's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

She walks by me
Can she tell that I can't breathe?
And there she goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be

He better hold her tight
Give her all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know he's lucky 'cause

She's the reason for the breakage of my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
She's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

So I drive home alone
As I turn out the light
I'll put her picture down
And maybe get some sleep tonight

'Cuz she's the reason for the breakage of my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
She's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

She's the time taken up but there's never enough
And she's all that I need to fall into
She looks at me
I fake a smile so she won't see

this song is so universal!!!

tido lmbt...

kt sini klau nk wat homework je msti last minute
asyik tido lmbt jek bwat asignment
ade kekadang tido lmbt sbb bce komik smpai pagi
ade just surfing internet
dah ade w1max ni rase rugi lak x gune 24 jam
huhu

ni klau baring 5 saat atas katil trus lelap
ntah la bgn kul brape....

Asignment....

fiuh...
malas la nk tulis psl arini

sinopsisnyer
pttnyer ade klas mats
tpi xde
pttnyer ade kuiz health science
tpi xde
pttnyer ade klas bio
tpi xde

ohye
arini saye puase
xsahur pon
lame top x puase
dahla ptg 2 trbwk2 nafsu maen badminton
berpinar2 otak
pening+pusing+badminton=punington
mase buke mkn nasik ngan ayam jek...
n ABC sebijik
senak kot perut

balek 2 bwat la asignment mats[bru tau kene anta esk!!!]
adegakla bbrape soalan yg konfiusing
pas2 si fidot lak jdi mahaguru
sume tnyer die
yg tnye 2 pde mase yg same lak
siap ym zack nk tnyer fidot
ciannyer fidot
tyme 2 bru die nk wat soalan 2
lame gakla
smpt la aku siap sume soalan laen
then bile die dah konfem dpt je
sudah terlambat....[SORI BERIBU2 SORI]

aku plak krtas utk may[kot] ilang
kene la bwat balek
dkt kul 3.45 gak bru siap
ps2 disbbkn aku menumpng mkn magi kt umah org
n byk pinjm brg org[thx jeff,zack,fidot,dino]
aku basuh la bnde2 kt singki 2
bru naek ats
tulis la blog ni
lps 2 brgntung la
plan nk tulis jap HS
tgk la dulu cmne...

saye rase letih gk puase
ABC 2 mnx bemanis2nyer
harini blaja ckp indon

A good song

a good song is a song

which is related to the listener
has meaningful words
has thoughtful ideas

and has a pasionate singer
who sings emotions into the song

good songs are ones that
tells you that you are not the only one
that there are more worst than you

and
an even better song
is one that can
make your heart feels what it feels

i always hope the best for you
being tied to the past means that your mind cant go forward
but regretting the past means that you are slowly moving forward
i may not know about love
but i know what it feels to lose
and regret
and never had another chance

Harini Hari Rabu[yeke?]

arini klas kul 2
diesbbkn smlm tido kul 4++
arini bgn kul 11[huhu]
bwat bio sket
then rush2 turon sbb mndi trlame

disbbkn kekeliruan yg timbul
aku usehe tgk sbyk mungkin asignment yg dah siap
gratitude to:sabrina, iman, dhila, zahirah
akhirnyer mase balek 2 dptla bwat dgn pantasnyer[1jm30mnt dah siap!]

harini juge dpt ckgu english bru
nmpak mude je
n soft spoken
ade gak rupe mcm adek mis maya
ok la die ajar
si Ahmad sengal x bwk pape[selai krts je]
kantoi mase die minx notes lame
sengal
ps2 die ajar la memacam
then mase balek
bebudk pompuan brjln la dgn die[girlfriends!!]

aku brjaye siapkn type bio around kul 7
then rupenyer ahmad dah siap photostat buku bio Alya izati
aku nk gak
so aku pnjm buku amad
naek atas
ingt nk print bio skali
rupenyer
pintu bilik mus dah kunci
kunci, hanset sume dlm 2
trbatal niat
fidot ajk gi surau
saye menurut je
balek bilik
tag photos
ps2 turon nk mkn
tgk diorg dah pegi dahpon
mase jmpe diorg
diorg bru abes makan[zack bru suap sudu trakhir]
aku pon orderla bungkus
mkn kt umah sambil tgk FRIENDS[my fav show]
ps2 lukis bio
determine punyer lukis
mus study dpn aku
so 'while sinking drink water'[kot?]
make lengkaplah krje bio jam 11.30 malam
tulis blog jap
ps2 nk tido
AWAL TAU NI!!!

cuace harini hujan pagi 2[my fav whether]
hari yg agk productive
esk ade klas mat ganti
n kuiz health science
GAMBATE!!

Asking

i do not ask for you to forget
i do not ask for you to be over it
i do not ask for you to forgive

but i wish you did
but asking you so
will only push you further into the darkness

i may be the cause
i may have let you felt your first pain
i may have pushed you down a cliff of a curse

what you are now is everyone's regret
what they say is all their wish
for that is for the regret to vanish

they do not demand for forgiveness
they do not demand you forget

but
with all their hearts[and mine]
they will always
demands that you are alright

always be well
never hate people
only hate what they do

Selamat Malam!!![pagi]

huahahah
plan nk wat keje smpai subuh
dah bwat smpai kul 4[byk leke ni]
bru prasan xde krtas a4 nk lukis
trbatallah niatku
nntilah bwat

siang tadi klas health science stat lmbt
smentare 2 aku tido je
wak2 ckgu ajr
1st time aku trtido mase HS[sori miss azwa]
ntah nape ngantuk sngt
lepas abes klas tido dpn annex 20
rse lapar,
gi beli 2 kek kt 7E
makan 1
1 lgi xlrt nk abeskn

mase malaysian studies
kuiz xde
lege ade gak
kecewe ade gak
mase malaysian studies x tido[x brani]
lgipon sir ali ajar benda menarik[mcm buku cerite
tpi mcm dah nk abes klas
dah x bes
sbb die dah mule bce sebijik cm buku teks
tyme ni aku salin2 supaye x ngantok

lps MS gi mkn
kek lgi satu 2 bgi kt Syark
bebudak pompuan laen kecoh tol
lantaklah
niat ikhlas
makan ngan fidot
dah abes mkn
zack ngan jeff dtg mkn
tpi aku ngan fidot trpkse gerak dulu utk klas bio

mase klas bio
dahla kelas panas semacam
ngantok tol lak 2
kalini msk chapter baru
mase outline bab je
sume org dah tnye mcm2
tyme ni la yg aku paling ngantok ni
trlentok2 aku kt dpn
sbaek angle aku sir x prasan sngt
ps2 bile dah msk glycolysis
bru trbuke luas mate aku
complex gk la
ngan tulisan sir yg x phm nyer
ngan soalan di bebudak yg lebih mngelirukan lgi situasi
sbaek aku phm[sbb dah salin]
blaja cmnila sronok
memahami, bukan menghafal[bgi aku la sronok]

mlm 2 mkn sblm mgrig
ps2 aku tmn fidot ngan azam jmpe ammar kt mesyuarat
skali
aku trjoin scare sukerele dlm mesyuarat 2
rase brsalah lak
dahla xde kaitan
tetibe capub
huhu
so aku brusehe la memfaedahkn diri
contribute idea sket
gelak sket
mmbodohkn dri byk
huhu
anyway
balek bilik
trus stat wat keje[thx iman]
tpi byk sngt leke
lame gak kot aku leke[prasn2 dah kul 3]
then bru wat totol
n sblm tido smpai tgh pagi
trase nk tulis blog
huhu
SLAMAT MALAM SUME

Happy Hours at MSU Laboratory

today ade klas bio kt lab
after 4 weeks,
i decided that it was my fav period
after an hour in class today
i began to doubt

cikgu ckp
x phm
tgk je org laen bwat
nk tolong
tpi mcm pertolongan x diperlukan
huhu
rase trsisih lak
dahla buku manual x bwk
ps2 bahan ssh nk dpt
huuuuh

but then
lepas 1 jm 15 minit tnpe tugas[menggile diri]
dpt jgk tugas
tuang sulfurik acid dlm testube
kene accurate

sblm 2 safwan yg tuang
ps2 acid 2 trkene tgn die
ps2 kitorg pon cuak gak r
die basuh cpt2
then minx glove getah kt assistant lab
sejak 2,
sume org fobia acid trsebut

back 2 me..
nk tuang 2
sbb 2la tugas pertame aku
aku bwat delicate gile[tpi tgn menggeletar abis]
gune natang dropper 2
dah cm test tube ke 4 2
dah ade nitis sket acid 2
tpi sbb nk cpt siap[wanna show my worth]
truskn je[possibilyty of losing my skin aside!]
gambatte

ps2 bile dah siap
ckp la kt safwan ade nitis sket kt ats meje
ps2 die prasan ade kene kt labcoat
dah lutsinar dah labcoat aku
cpt2 bsuh
sebaek due titis je
make berlubang 2 lah labcoat aku
kesan die mcm plastik merekah
huhu
rse sronok overwhelm risau aku
ps2 dgn glagat Dhila lgi
haha
mmnglah

hands down
Lab period is my favourite class in MSU

cuace cerah[agak panas]
dtg msu kul 1.15++
balek trus anta dobi
skip mkn lepas magrib sbb 'plan' nk stady

Happy Monday!!!!

a weekned has passed
weekend itself means the essense of laziness and relaxation
but then again
lps maen badminton mlm sb2[fidod mng 2 kali]
letih gile
tngn pon sakit[masih mengeletar]
mlm 2 tido awl

hari ahad bgn maen game jap
ps2 wat report bio
mlm 2 kul 10.30 bru siap[nafsu malas kuat]
ps2 trus maen game psp[monster hunter unite]
sampai kul 3 pagi kt umah bwh[maaf byk2 kpd Zack]
ps2 naek ats
bce komik smpai kul 4
bru tido

harini bgn kul 9
qadaq
ps2 trus ade kesedaran nk wat asignment[avian influenza]
dah 29 point dah dpt[pttnyer 20 je]
ni bru tulis conteng
nak susun lgi...
why do i complex my work...

anyway sejam lgi gi msu[bas kul 1.15]
walaupun klas kul 4
smntare 2 ade prbincngn psl projek theater MS[aku make-up!!!!]
balek nnti kene stady MS[esk ade kuiz]
tpi nk wat bio nyer asignment....
again, why do i complicate my work?.....

well...
harap2 smpt
midsem pon dah dkt
sparuh dah confiden
sparuh lgi je

anyway
let us cellebrate the day of Starting and Formallity[for me]

HAPPY MONDAY!!!

-cuace harini baek dan agak berangin
-tgn maseh menggeletar
-smlm kene buli ngan mus[suruh sapu n buang smph]
-baju blom anta dobi

Happy Saturday!!!

pade suatu hari sab2
saye ade klas tmbahan
kelas prtame ade kuiz
ngantok sngt
kelas kedue ade gosip
pon ngantuk sngt

ni la jdik klau tidur lmbt brturut2
dah jmpe game bru[luna online]
dah adicted dah
stady pon tah hape tah
sebaek byk gak bleh jwb tdi

ps2 gi shoping kt giant[ngan fidot,safwan,neo]
shaun nk beli almari
make die belilah almari
amin nk beli makan
maka die belilah makan
fidot nk TENGOK bje
make kami setiap org BELI bju
sebaek lawa...

stakat ptg ni
mcm nk maen bdminton[xhebat pon]
or maen game je[huahaha]
or qadak tido[sleep gooooood]
of study/homework[.......last choice?]
what da heck
just take a mind lottery
haha[dont even make sense]

today is sunny all morning with a few clouds
money still stable
mood still stable
mcm nk seleseme balek
HAPPY SATURDAY!