Selamat Malam!!![pagi]

huahahah
plan nk wat keje smpai subuh
dah bwat smpai kul 4[byk leke ni]
bru prasan xde krtas a4 nk lukis
trbatallah niatku
nntilah bwat

siang tadi klas health science stat lmbt
smentare 2 aku tido je
wak2 ckgu ajr
1st time aku trtido mase HS[sori miss azwa]
ntah nape ngantuk sngt
lepas abes klas tido dpn annex 20
rse lapar,
gi beli 2 kek kt 7E
makan 1
1 lgi xlrt nk abeskn

mase malaysian studies
kuiz xde
lege ade gak
kecewe ade gak
mase malaysian studies x tido[x brani]
lgipon sir ali ajar benda menarik[mcm buku cerite
tpi mcm dah nk abes klas
dah x bes
sbb die dah mule bce sebijik cm buku teks
tyme ni aku salin2 supaye x ngantok

lps MS gi mkn
kek lgi satu 2 bgi kt Syark
bebudak pompuan laen kecoh tol
lantaklah
niat ikhlas
makan ngan fidot
dah abes mkn
zack ngan jeff dtg mkn
tpi aku ngan fidot trpkse gerak dulu utk klas bio

mase klas bio
dahla kelas panas semacam
ngantok tol lak 2
kalini msk chapter baru
mase outline bab je
sume org dah tnye mcm2
tyme ni la yg aku paling ngantok ni
trlentok2 aku kt dpn
sbaek angle aku sir x prasan sngt
ps2 bile dah msk glycolysis
bru trbuke luas mate aku
complex gk la
ngan tulisan sir yg x phm nyer
ngan soalan di bebudak yg lebih mngelirukan lgi situasi
sbaek aku phm[sbb dah salin]
blaja cmnila sronok
memahami, bukan menghafal[bgi aku la sronok]

mlm 2 mkn sblm mgrig
ps2 aku tmn fidot ngan azam jmpe ammar kt mesyuarat
skali
aku trjoin scare sukerele dlm mesyuarat 2
rase brsalah lak
dahla xde kaitan
tetibe capub
huhu
so aku brusehe la memfaedahkn diri
contribute idea sket
gelak sket
mmbodohkn dri byk
huhu
anyway
balek bilik
trus stat wat keje[thx iman]
tpi byk sngt leke
lame gak kot aku leke[prasn2 dah kul 3]
then bru wat totol
n sblm tido smpai tgh pagi
trase nk tulis blog
huhu
SLAMAT MALAM SUME

Happy Hours at MSU Laboratory

today ade klas bio kt lab
after 4 weeks,
i decided that it was my fav period
after an hour in class today
i began to doubt

cikgu ckp
x phm
tgk je org laen bwat
nk tolong
tpi mcm pertolongan x diperlukan
huhu
rase trsisih lak
dahla buku manual x bwk
ps2 bahan ssh nk dpt
huuuuh

but then
lepas 1 jm 15 minit tnpe tugas[menggile diri]
dpt jgk tugas
tuang sulfurik acid dlm testube
kene accurate

sblm 2 safwan yg tuang
ps2 acid 2 trkene tgn die
ps2 kitorg pon cuak gak r
die basuh cpt2
then minx glove getah kt assistant lab
sejak 2,
sume org fobia acid trsebut

back 2 me..
nk tuang 2
sbb 2la tugas pertame aku
aku bwat delicate gile[tpi tgn menggeletar abis]
gune natang dropper 2
dah cm test tube ke 4 2
dah ade nitis sket acid 2
tpi sbb nk cpt siap[wanna show my worth]
truskn je[possibilyty of losing my skin aside!]
gambatte

ps2 bile dah siap
ckp la kt safwan ade nitis sket kt ats meje
ps2 die prasan ade kene kt labcoat
dah lutsinar dah labcoat aku
cpt2 bsuh
sebaek due titis je
make berlubang 2 lah labcoat aku
kesan die mcm plastik merekah
huhu
rse sronok overwhelm risau aku
ps2 dgn glagat Dhila lgi
haha
mmnglah

hands down
Lab period is my favourite class in MSU

cuace cerah[agak panas]
dtg msu kul 1.15++
balek trus anta dobi
skip mkn lepas magrib sbb 'plan' nk stady

Happy Monday!!!!

a weekned has passed
weekend itself means the essense of laziness and relaxation
but then again
lps maen badminton mlm sb2[fidod mng 2 kali]
letih gile
tngn pon sakit[masih mengeletar]
mlm 2 tido awl

hari ahad bgn maen game jap
ps2 wat report bio
mlm 2 kul 10.30 bru siap[nafsu malas kuat]
ps2 trus maen game psp[monster hunter unite]
sampai kul 3 pagi kt umah bwh[maaf byk2 kpd Zack]
ps2 naek ats
bce komik smpai kul 4
bru tido

harini bgn kul 9
qadaq
ps2 trus ade kesedaran nk wat asignment[avian influenza]
dah 29 point dah dpt[pttnyer 20 je]
ni bru tulis conteng
nak susun lgi...
why do i complex my work...

anyway sejam lgi gi msu[bas kul 1.15]
walaupun klas kul 4
smntare 2 ade prbincngn psl projek theater MS[aku make-up!!!!]
balek nnti kene stady MS[esk ade kuiz]
tpi nk wat bio nyer asignment....
again, why do i complicate my work?.....

well...
harap2 smpt
midsem pon dah dkt
sparuh dah confiden
sparuh lgi je

anyway
let us cellebrate the day of Starting and Formallity[for me]

HAPPY MONDAY!!!

-cuace harini baek dan agak berangin
-tgn maseh menggeletar
-smlm kene buli ngan mus[suruh sapu n buang smph]
-baju blom anta dobi

Happy Saturday!!!

pade suatu hari sab2
saye ade klas tmbahan
kelas prtame ade kuiz
ngantok sngt
kelas kedue ade gosip
pon ngantuk sngt

ni la jdik klau tidur lmbt brturut2
dah jmpe game bru[luna online]
dah adicted dah
stady pon tah hape tah
sebaek byk gak bleh jwb tdi

ps2 gi shoping kt giant[ngan fidot,safwan,neo]
shaun nk beli almari
make die belilah almari
amin nk beli makan
maka die belilah makan
fidot nk TENGOK bje
make kami setiap org BELI bju
sebaek lawa...

stakat ptg ni
mcm nk maen bdminton[xhebat pon]
or maen game je[huahaha]
or qadak tido[sleep gooooood]
of study/homework[.......last choice?]
what da heck
just take a mind lottery
haha[dont even make sense]

today is sunny all morning with a few clouds
money still stable
mood still stable
mcm nk seleseme balek
HAPPY SATURDAY!

Forward

i want to go forward
but i dont know why

i know i want to stay
because of love and regret
but the ones i should love, i dont
and the ones that shouldnt, i did

why do i even want to go forward
for who?
for what?
for me?
what did i want to achive?

what i say is what i should say
whats not said is what i want

i know i cant stop
but i cant find a reason to rush
if i go slow i will fall
then what?


damn rambling again
dont mind this post
its what happens when i wake up and take a long bath

today was cloudy with a slight rain
got 8/10 for math quiz
buzy, but it feels just right...

Thought

i should be sleeping
dis is wat happens when u have acces to unlimited intrnt

esk nk gi wat akaun cimb
hrp2 cek dah dpt
ckup la nyusahkn parents beli laptop bru

am i a gud friend
even i know that im not
i hurt people dat would never hurt me
i am more hypocrite than malaysian politicians
i even do thing never to be forgiven for

but when you reach a certain level of hypocracy
add a little lonelyness
a pinch of carefree
and a spoonful of kindness in the heart
and you get
a lier who lies to himself so that everyone else feels good

the plus; people like you, many friends,etc
the minus; you dont like yourself, you wont even know who you are, etc
but above all,
ur happy
in a wierd way

a friend of mine is suffering deeply in his heart
nothing that i do will affect him(my fault)
what others help him(if they did) also gave no effect
some others(most of them) caused his condition

if this keeps up
i may not clear my biggest thorn-in-the-heart
for he may be lost
and with that i will be extremely sad
it means nothing to him what i say
but it is my only way-to write

if you know this blog exist
if you still recognize me
please
live

if you lost something dear to you
it means
you will recieve something better

MSU dihatiku

finally jmpe internet
dah 2 minggu dah kt msu.
arini first time blaja
sronok gak...

hidup msu:
asrama di okla
beberape belas km dri msu 2 sndiri(2 jam jln kaki, dah try...)
sblh 2 ade McD
die mcm dok apartmen la...ade 3 bilk..
aku nyer umah ade 2 org je[pttnyer 8] n slebihnyer msuk arini[bdk jpa]
heharapla diorang bebaek..

ckp psl baek...
sume bdk batch aku ebaek..
Skim Plajae Cemerlang kan..
yg paling otai pon lah yang paling baek..
yg paling nerd pon[aku la] yg bersocial dgn bbdk otai[seemingly]
bdk ponpuan pon sng ckp ngan aku..
orientasi abg2 2 sume bebaek[interesting]
Kumpulan orientasi aku "Felis Domestica"
happening gile group 2
jmpe ex zul lak dlm kmpuln 2...
n ketue group aku la yg mng anugerah plg trlibt[aku x contribute pon]

kt umah slalu aku try lepak dgn umah bebudk yg "otai" ni
diorng social gile
jurang sosial xde pon
yg klik pon mcm 'open klik'[sesape bleh join]
slalu aku lepak si2
n aku slalu blaja soft skil dgn diorng[ini ditekankan olh pres MSU]
aku blaja rubix cube[dah 3 kali siap]
aku blaja jugling[x maju2 pratice 24 jam]
aku blaja maen snuker[kene puji 'ade akat']
dan selebihyer

tpi sini kene byk gak blanje..
kos hidup di shah alam scare statistiknyer tinggi
makan sehari rm10[kalau mkn 2 kali je]
duit biasiswa pon blom msk
dah 120 dah aku abeskn
huhu
quote;"I will survive"
i hope...

anyway
intrnet is a hard find
ade kat library..
tpi blom dpt kad id lgi
so xleh gi lelame[aku je yg ckp cmni]
n sume org ade laptop
xde pon wireless kt asrama 2[wisma Majlis Agame Islam Slangor]
tpi kt McD ade[byr rm5 utk password]
pc kt library die block facebook, myspace, friendstr.....etc
biala
nnti dah jmpe CC btol nnri aku update...

most of my friends dah msk u dah
minggu lps santa n manjong msk
Gudluck you'alls
blaja leklok ye...

dahla 2
nk bwat nota previous klas
smoge kite jmpe lgi dgn teknologi internet
Gambate n Happy Wednesday!

"sume org 'genius', cume 'genius dlm ape?"
quoted by Amin at sdar...huahahaha