Forward

i want to go forward
but i dont know why

i know i want to stay
because of love and regret
but the ones i should love, i dont
and the ones that shouldnt, i did

why do i even want to go forward
for who?
for what?
for me?
what did i want to achive?

what i say is what i should say
whats not said is what i want

i know i cant stop
but i cant find a reason to rush
if i go slow i will fall
then what?


damn rambling again
dont mind this post
its what happens when i wake up and take a long bath

today was cloudy with a slight rain
got 8/10 for math quiz
buzy, but it feels just right...